Hello everyone! We’ve drawn towards the end of January 2026! Time just seems to fly by so quickly. We’re now stepping into the year of fire Horse as steadily as possible.

There’s still few days left for the year of the Snake to end and we’ll it’s teaching us to shed our old layers and fully let go of the older versions of ourselves.I’m excited for the new month to start as I’m looking forward towards the fiery and spontaneous months ahead.

Routine bores me a lot. I’m never the type to dwell on the same things for a long time. I like changes, I like uncertainty, I like vagueness. No matter whatever is there for me in the future, I for certain know that I’ll enjoy every moment of it.

Time has taught me resilience and patience.It has taught me that every thing comes naturally to you when it’s the right time.Nothing can be forced out of life. All you’ve got to do is keep growing and learning so that when the things you’ve always wanted comes to you , you know it’s value and embrace it wholeheartedly.

We can never erase or change our pasts , yes, sometimes it haunts you, makes you toss and turn the whole night, keeps on knocking you when you think you’ve moved on and yes, sometimes our chests become so tight that we can hardly breathe. Still, we look towards a happy ending and a bright day and remind ourselves that everything shall pass.There are things that are unknown to us, there are people out there waiting to cross our paths , there are things that will come our way when we least expect it happen, there are places yet left for us to visit and make beautiful memories.

These little things keep me going when I feel like the going is getting tough for me also recently, the internet is flooded with videos of an emperor penguin leaving it’s group and venturing towards the mountains in Antarctica and people have been widely debating it’s choice some citing him as a nihilist penguin but for me I feel he’s seeking for something more profound ,I feel empathy and sadness watching the penguin walk away and casting the final glance back to his safety and comfort knowing that he’ll be going forever with no intention of coming back.He’s not sure what lies ahead in his path and still chose to take that one decision that changed his life forever.

I’m very impressed and fascinated by this act of an animal and yet we are humans with full control over our minds and actions and yet we dread to take that leap of faith, that different action, that road which is diverged into woods thinking that comfort and safety is all that matters to us. Life is beyond that, life is beyond materialism, life is beyond a simple man’s comprehension.There is so much beauty in knowing about the unknown, embracing calmness in chaos, knowing that something worth your time and energy is out there somewhere when you decide to take that one action that you always wanted to take.

As February comes I’m looking forward to the unknown, trying to take actions towards my goal, trying to step a little out of my comfort zone, trying to be a bit kinder, a little wiser and stronger because what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger!

With love

–Senorita 💕

Some me time💕